I wamted to officially say "Hi" to my 2 new sisters that signed in on my blog-hello, I hope this blog encourages you on your own fight to keep keepin on in the strength of our Lord Jesus. My oldest son just got back from Texas, he raised his own money to go to a mission conference there, I was wishing I could go and see all my sisters who have left my church and started their own (and you think I am brave :) He said he loved every minute of it, I am so proud of him and the man he is becoming more each day, he is officially as tall as dad but his shoulders are higher than Eric's. I look into my 4 son's eyes and cannot believe God gave me such amazing boys, I have so much life to look forward to. Well I am enjoying my "brake" and then radiation comes next for 61/2 weeks, mon-fri. After that I will have surgery in May (hopefully after we have our postponed 20 year anniversary vacation to Cabo-thanks Wills) I will have my ovaries removed to continue to battle my breast cancer, since mine is hormone receptive, then I will take Arimadex for 5 years, as opposed to keeping my ovaries and taking tamoxifin for 15 years, Arimadex is a much safer drug I will not have to worry about side effects of tamoxifin like possible ovarian cancer-no thank you. Thank you for all your prayers and support to everyone out there. Love Cyndi